You know, I consider myself a nice person. A nice person who has even nicer friends.
But friends change. I change. People change.
Sometimes I can deal with it, but other times it's really tough.
I've had a lot of great people in my life who've changed and left me behind. And sometimes I was the one who changed.
Often times I know that I could have prevented them from leaving, but I didn't.
And I hate myself for it.
It seems like I've had this happen a lot, especially during high school.
But, I don't know... I guess everything's just changing.
But friends change. I change. People change.
Sometimes I can deal with it, but other times it's really tough.
I've had a lot of great people in my life who've changed and left me behind. And sometimes I was the one who changed.
Often times I know that I could have prevented them from leaving, but I didn't.
And I hate myself for it.
It seems like I've had this happen a lot, especially during high school.
But, I don't know... I guess everything's just changing.
December 1, 2009 at 2:41 PM
hey you are a wonderful person now dont you start goin in on yourself cause of all this crap none of it was your fault if she had wanted your help she would have come to you instead of her 'new' 'true' friends
December 1, 2009 at 2:49 PM
I don't know what any of this is about and I hope it's not about me. But, Stacie, you don't deserve this. You are a great friend! I don't know what happened or why, but hey. You still have everyone else in your life. And that includes me, don't forget it! I'm the sunshine of your life. :D
We need to hang out! (:
December 1, 2009 at 9:33 PM
Haha, it's not totally about you, but I kinda had you in mind. It's not a bad thing though! I was just thinking about how much I've put some people through and yet they've stuck by me despite all my crap.
I really love you guys. And yes, you are the sunshine of my life.
:)
And thanks Emily... I'm hoping to try and set everything right again.